The Psychological Aftermath
Think the story ended with that lorry driving away? Think again - this is where the real battle begins, and it's happening inside the soldier's head.
Back home on leave, the soldier can't escape what he's done. The dead looter "bursts again through the doors" every time he closes his eyes. The repetitive structure of "Sleep, and... Dream, and..." shows how these memories replay constantly, like a broken record he can't switch off.
Self-medication doesn't work - "the drink and the drugs won't flush him out." The looter's memory has become like an enemy soldier "dug in behind enemy lines" in the speaker's mind. This metaphor brilliantly shows how the psychological war continues long after the physical conflict ends.
The poem's ending is devastating. The collective "we" from the beginning has completely disappeared. Now it's just "his bloody life in my bloody hands" - the soldier finally accepts full responsibility. The word "bloody" works on two levels: literally referring to blood, but also as British swearing, showing his anger and frustration.
💡 Key Insight: The allusion to Macbeth in "bloody hands" connects this modern soldier to Shakespeare's guilt-ridden character, suggesting that violence has always left psychological scars on those who commit it.