Two Possible Endings
The poem's conclusion offers two potential interpretations for the soldier's future. The shift from "we" to "my" shows he now accepts personal responsibility rather than sharing collective guilt.
Choice 1: This acceptance of responsibility could lead to self-destruction and suicide - the guilt becomes too much to bear, especially since drink and drugs haven't worked.
Choice 2: There's potential hope here. By confessing (possibly to a doctor, reporter, or psychologist), he might finally find healing. The phrase "here and now" suggests he could learn to stay present instead of being trapped in traumatic memories.
The metaphor "near to the knuckle" traditionally means breaking social taboos. The soldier is breaking the convention that soldiers should be brave and unaffected by war - but this honesty about his fear might actually save him.
💡 Exam focus: Be ready to discuss both possible interpretations of the ending - examiners love students who can see multiple meanings in poetry.